I’m so proud of myself for where I am with my anxiety. A lot of it in my everyday life was being too self conscious to do really basic things (phone calls, checking out at a store, getting out of my seat in a class.. now if I feel that I literally just say to myself ‘who the fuck cares, no one is looking at you and you looking fly as fuck today even if they are” and then do whatever I want.
But I also have no idea how I got this way? Meds and therapy have always been erratic things for me. My brain just changed somehow.
Walks out of class with hearts in my eyes because I love performance art so much.
I need to stop keeping my Xanax and Tylenol together. I have a headache and I’m in class and I’m tired, I don’t need to be any more chill.
Also a squirrel jumped on my shoulder today so I’m feeling a little traumatized.
Can I employ someone to take my digital practices class for me? Perks include the joint and 3 quarters currently in my pocket, a personalized haiku each week after class, and the knowledge that you are shielding the world from my Adobe “skills”.
trust no man that states either ‘banksy’ or ‘andy warhol’ as their fave artist